urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:endlesconfusion it was gonna be a lonely lonely day... endlesconfusion 2004-10-25T03:24:27Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:endlesconfusion:7998 2004-10-25T03:24:27Z 2004-10-25T03:24:27Z Bowling for Soup - 1985 woot. it is my birthday. i am now 17. woot. <br /><br />last night was fun - saw the grudge with ash, garret, michelle, will and kat. it was hella scary and now i am all creeped out. and yes i know ashley i barely watched any of the movie and only listened to it, but that's worse than actually seeing it!! 143 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:endlesconfusion:7864 2004-10-21T02:59:17Z 2004-10-21T02:59:17Z Just give me the night 4 days counting until i am officialy 17. woot. job is good, I LOVE IT. i work thursday 6-9 PM and Saturday 10AM-2PM. so yay? my brother showed me some of his sketches today. they are called "tinkerhell", the "life's unfair bears" and a hilarious drawing that is based on the calvin peeing sticker and lucky from lucky charms. i am so gonna put it on my car after i tint my windows. so everybody can see it. but anyways. i'm not going to school tomorrow and i am uber excited. but i have to wake up at 5:45 to leave for practice at 6AM!. so yea. but then i am coming home, sleeping and gong out ith my mom b4 i have to work. my mom's so cute. she's all paranoid b/c i work at the mall. she thinks someone is gonna follow me to my car and rape me. but its cool bc now i know she cares about my safety. so... ... yea... that is basically a day in my life right now...but saturday night will b cool. so far i'm thinking that we are going ice skating, or bowling b/c those are the 2 popular votes for what to do.. or else there is always going to c "the grudge".... thinking... if u want to come...just call me.. alrighty watching the rest of the red socks/ yankees game.. adios urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:endlesconfusion:7589 2004-10-17T23:44:11Z 2004-10-17T23:44:11Z Good Charlotte - Ghost of You what the crap is going on????? AHHH!! why can't everything be over? why can't i just go back into time and like erase all this drama or make it so it never happened i am soooo confused, but i'm not gonna let it make me upset bcuz my birthday is next weekend!! woo woo..lol..<br />so...<br />hmmm think people... what would be fun, yet cheap for a bunch of people to do?? So far i've been told bowling, ice skating or going to a rollerdome...i don't kno what i want to do. and who ever wants to come and hang out is welcome to come!!ahh i am so excited i kinda started work today..i had orientation and guess what!?! she gave us all livestrong bracelets!! i was like omg awesome!! anyways think of ideas and tell me what to do next saturday! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:endlesconfusion:7180 2004-10-14T03:47:11Z 2004-10-14T03:47:11Z Good Charlotte- i just want to live woo hoo i have a job...i am now a current employee of Build-a-Bear...no laughing... its gonna kick bootaayy...So if u ever see little kids with over stuffed bears, u know where to find me..<br /><br />Fill this out (courtesy of ashley)::<br />1. Who are you? <br />2. Are we friends? <br />3. When and how did we meet? <br />4. Do you have a crush on me? <br />5. Would you kiss me? <br />6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. <br />7. Describe me in one word. <br />8. What was your first impression? <br />9. Do you still think that way about me now? <br />10. What reminds you of me? <br />11. If you could give me anything what would it be? <br />12. How well do you know me? <br />13. When's the last time you saw me? <br />14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? <br />15. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:endlesconfusion:7041 2004-10-09T06:12:53Z 2004-10-09T06:12:53Z Good Charlotte - Chronicles of Life and Death OMG OMG OMG i am soooo excited.. but i can't say why..partly bcuz i love killing people with anticipation, but also bcuz i dont want to jinx the good-ish news...woooooooo... drama still exists but i dont care anymore..serioudly like my attitude now it "fuck it, its ur life do what u want to do"...but on another note...today was awesome!! monika and i ROCKED at dancing Thriller...except for when i slipped and hurt my knee really really bad.. i want to just like chop it off..but like then i would creep myself out bcuz like my leg would b no more... ... ....yea...but anyways i have the SATs tomorrow and i am going to FAIL!!!!!!!o well... my mom told me today that she found me the perfect dress...so we are going to the mall tomorrow after the SATs just to look at it, possibly try it on..and POSSIBLY buy it, but i doubt it..anyways..i am excited.. alright better go to bed now.. nighty urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:endlesconfusion:6773 2004-09-30T03:05:39Z 2004-09-30T03:05:39Z green day- american idiot 1. i am confuseled...<br /><br />2. i bought the green day cd<br /><br />3. i am realllllly hyper<br /><br />4. go ligers! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:endlesconfusion:6345 2004-09-26T23:27:26Z 2004-09-26T23:27:26Z No Doubt - Ex-Girlfriend i still love you, no matter what happens...<br /><br /><br />i found out the most horrible thing on friday.. when i was about 10, my dog tasha died in the night, or so i was told. ALMOST 7 YEARS LATER i was finally told the true story.. she drowned in the pool. it was so horrible. my brother was amazed that i never knew that, my mom responded with "SHE WAS NEVER TOLD!!" so isn't it great how we find out the little things in life on "accident".. anyways... this weekend sucked big time the best part was my semi-girly night with my girls.. ending note:: i really hate this thing that i would like to call "my life".<br /><br />..can't one weekend please be normal?? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:endlesconfusion:5902 2004-09-21T06:45:43Z 2004-09-21T06:45:43Z The OC mix 1 cd this weekend was pretty good. friday kinda sucked besides going to B&R and scoring a pair of shoes for 5 bucks. count it 5 dollars!! umm saturday was good michelle and i woke up late and were late for the car wash, but it was all good. car wash was awesome, made a bunch of money so our prom won't be so horrible this year, i hope. umm came home and slept saturday and then sun went to the corona's for brunch. mmm authentic mexican food. then came home and went to mass. then today i totally felt sick so i skipped practice and i felt really bad, but if i had run i probably would have passed out or thrown up. um so i woke up and watched anastasia and cleaned the pool. then i got my toes done with mommy and omg they look so cute. but of course i just happened to go into Baskin robbins and guess who was there.. yes my BR boy. sigh. well we ordered my dad a cake and it is hella funny. then umm.. well the rest of my night was boring besides watching 13 going on 30 again.. all i have to say is ADORABLE.. well i guess i am going to go to bed and dream of the wonderful things in life...sigh... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:endlesconfusion:5553 2004-09-04T18:22:09Z 2004-09-04T18:22:09Z I've got a love-e-ly bunch of coconuts..dedeleedee.... Yikes! i'm a senior. and i thought senior year would be full of priveleges... well it looks like i was WRONG! my school sucks. they took away almost everything from us. the administration really does hate my class bcuz of course they waited until THIS YEAR to enforce all the gay rules.. but i won't worry. there's got to be some way to get them to change their minds. but i'm doing cross country and its reallly hard. i dont know if i'll make it through the whole season bcuz i might get a job and my coach wouldn't be very lenient only bcuz.. it's me and i am greatly disliked.. o well.. but hmm... well situations are reaaaaaallly bugging me and i just everything to go away. is there something wrong with me that no one wants to tell me anything?? o well.. i am excited bcuz as of monday night there is going to be a new addition to my family. my brother and his g/f went up to oregon to get our new baby. (they made a pitstop at my FAVORITE grandparents house...SO NOT FAIR) but they'll be home monday night with our little bundle of joy... Its just a kitten not an actual baby.. its a little black cat with a white underside (so we hear) his name is licorice but my brother said he wants to have a little boy and name it something with a g name like jamal but with a g and then have a little black cat and call it nigga so if they wanted the cat they could say "yo g, go get nigga". :) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:endlesconfusion:5133 2004-08-22T07:56:19Z 2004-08-22T07:56:19Z he's the roll back man!! dude. it would so work. if we just told a little white lie..maybe? dude i was watching AFV and i realized at my wedding i am going to send my husband flying into the cake. not just a little bit in his face like i will send the whole cake at him or start a food fight! mwuahaha.. dude i am almost a senior. yay? o well. i have to go wrap a gift for my BAAABE so remember.. SERENITY NOW!!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:endlesconfusion:5051 2004-07-31T02:22:52Z 2004-07-31T02:22:52Z Vindicated - Dashboard Confessional (spidey 2 soundtrack) well i am back from alaska but my computers not working properly so i am using my parents. i took my senior pics today. i can't feel my face. my session was only supposed to be 1 1/2 hours but it was a grand total of 3 1/2 hours!!1 the guy just kept saying "OoOo i like this pose. oh your so pretty/ yada yada yada" so i need to relax my face before it gets terrified bcuz i am supposed to see the village tonight..but..yea.. i dont kno if that is still going down. anyways i have 585 e-mails on AOL and i have to delete about 580 so this should be fun.. adios urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:endlesconfusion:4633 2004-07-07T05:40:06Z 2004-07-07T05:40:06Z Modest Mouse - Float On i got back from SD yesterday.. it was ok fun..the animals that my cousins have are awesome tho...they have a retired racing greyhound named typsy and a black cat (i sware its a halloween cat) named kitty kitty..neways..this week is gonna be hell bcuz of the carnival btw its this weekend so come and visit me in the hall...this is one of my last entries b4 i go to alaska so i might have a comp there maybe not..so if not..good bye my friend..and i need to redo my toes so..adios amigos..<br /><br />p.s. ashley.. it was heaven :) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:endlesconfusion:4600 2004-07-01T07:59:28Z 2004-07-01T07:59:28Z Dashboard song from spiderman 2 (gotta love it) spiderman 2 was awesome!! it was soooooo goood. like omg i loved it!! i cant believe the third isn't gonna come out until 2007.. i'll be 20!!!anyways i felt like a loser tho bcuz my brother let me borrow his awesome sweatshirt. thats not the retarded part.. it was a mens XL so i was like swimming in this huge sweatshirt. o well it kept me warm. ok since its 1 AM and i cant sleep so i am going to read my harry potter and dream of my squishy :) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:endlesconfusion:4127 2004-06-29T01:30:24Z 2004-06-29T01:30:24Z John Mayer - 83 what is it about u that makes me feel retarded every where i go..i mean i cant say anything without u catching it and making me feel retarded and for clarification..when i said.. i am stuck in the the hood i meant the hood of the sweatshirt is stuck on my tiny little head.. not like stuck in the g-hetto or something lol 143 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:endlesconfusion:3875 2004-06-22T05:53:30Z 2004-06-22T05:53:30Z Macarena ahh i cant feel my foot. or my abs or my thighs.. i joined a 10 day thing with ashley today at 24 hour. i felt majorly gay when we walked in there and we were told that we were to young and had to go get our mommies to sign us up. o well. maybe its a new trend? bringing ur mom everywhere.. well if it is she's coming with me everywhere..jk not like she doesnt already. neways. chris u brat u r going down. like majorly bcuz i have so many bruises and so does ashley.. so after we work out we will be buff and will be able to take you down.. wiinky.. neways i miss him..:( he left today.. he'll b back friday, but i guess its good bc absence makes the heart grow fonder..this summer is going to be awesome bc i am going to tan and exercise and..yea.. so.. i guess i'm going to go<br />finish my toes and watch the 3rd back to the future..:)<br /><br />p.s. 1 maca 2 maca 3 macarena.. DOUBLE TIME urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:endlesconfusion:3597 2004-06-17T01:23:45Z 2004-06-17T01:23:45Z Fountains of Wayne - Stacy's Mom wow..i have had a productive summer. watching movies and sleeping. o well. hanging out has been cool. chrissypoo and ash are awesome. that was so great at the dog park..btw who DID step in the dog crap? lol.. neways.. i need to do something productive so if u have any ideas feel free to leave one. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:endlesconfusion:3051 2004-06-12T00:58:01Z 2004-06-12T00:58:01Z Journey - Anyway You Want It first of all..can i just say i love this realization...<br />"fo shizzle ma nizzle" is a bastardization of "fo' sheezy mah neezy" which is a bastardization of "for sure mah nigga" which is a bastdardization of "I concur with you whole heartedly my African american brother" <br />...i mean holy crap i love it.. its so funny..neways today was..a semi-productive day..i went to ikea with my mom and then to tilly's to get some stuff and an application..woo woo.. but please make all the people go away i would like my city back now..well soon enough...i hope i can go to michelle's tonight..a normal 20 minute drive to her house will take probably 45 minutes so i am pissed off but hey we need girly nights..i had a strange dream last night and i want to kno what it means..i hate those..o well i'm gonna go eat and watch willow..so adios urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:endlesconfusion:2031 2004-06-07T19:20:56Z 2004-06-07T19:20:56Z Boomkat - Wasting my Time hello.. i just took my first set of finals. i want to cry. not only bcuz i think i failed but bcuz i hate drama. who ever kno that ur life could go from the shit to shit in a matter of hours.. like why do i always end up as a bad person when i speak my mind. i'm the person who says things people only dream of saying and then sumthing dramatic happens and i feel like shit. whatever. it's total crap. hatever those are my basic thoughts right now..i dont want to explain it bcuz right now i feel if i explain it i might cry. right now i am working on 4 hours of sleep..well my mom wants to go to lunch and i luv her. and ashley. <br />My poem..or a quote from sum1..lol<br />Best Friends are like Diamonds, precious and rare<br />FALSE friends are like leaves, found everywhere.. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:endlesconfusion:1761 2004-06-07T02:31:54Z 2004-06-07T02:31:54Z Finch - Stay With Me ok well i am bored and i am trying to neglect studying so i decided to post the lyrics to one of the best songs...so here they are<br /><br />Finch - Stay With Me<br /><br /><br />Once again your eyes<br />Make it hard to say goodbye<br />So I'll just keep driving<br />Where you wanna go<br />It doesn't really matter <br />As long as you are here with me<br />With me<br />With me<br /><br />Whoooa<br />There's something in the air tonight<br />Something that makes me feel alive<br />And I said whoooa<br />What were the words that you said to me<br />That made me feel so special now<br /><br />Once again your eyes<br />Make it hard to ask you why<br />So I sit here knuckles tight<br />Hands against the wheel<br />Your head against the glass<br />And you mean so much to me<br />To me<br />To me<br /><br />Whoooa<br />There's something in the air tonight<br />Something that makes me feel alive<br />And I said whooa<br />What were the words that you said to me<br />That made me feel so special<br /><br />Stay with me<br />Cigarettes in open air<br />Hand in hand<br />And I said stay with me<br />Cause every star that I see <br />Is brighter than the last<br /><br />So stay with me<br />Cigarettes in open air<br />Hand in hand<br />And I said stay with me<br />Cause every star that I see <br />Is brighter than the last<br /><br />So stay with me<br />Cigarettes in open air<br />Hand in hand<br />And I said stay with me<br />Cause every star that I see <br />Is brighter than the last<br /><br />So stay with me<br />Cigarettes in open air<br />Hand in hand<br />And I said stay with me<br />Cause every star that I see <br />Is brighter than the last<br /><br />So stay with me... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:endlesconfusion:983 2004-06-07T00:58:36Z 2004-06-07T00:58:36Z Girls Just wanna have fun ok wow... so last night chris came over and me and ash painted his nails...little does he kno that the clear nail polish turns HOT PINK in sunlight..he was a good sport tho...the best was trying to make his hair part down the middle and gelling it...dont worry i have pics for everyone who wants to see out masterpiece..lol...neways..it was great fun and i cant wait to do it again.. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:endlesconfusion:601 2004-06-04T04:24:07Z 2004-06-04T04:24:07Z Phantom Planet - California hello...i have a livejournal now...omg only 1 more day of school and finals... then i am a senior..watch out! soo yea...i need a job so think of possible places..i want this day to be over...then it will be friday and when its closer to friday...its closer to saturday..i want it to be saturday right now..